I am taking the day off from work and felt the need to write again. It has been many months. I am writing because I couldn't face working in that grocery store today knowing that I destroyed a great opportunity to walk in my calling by letting sin into my heart. I was fulfilling God's … Continue reading Rehash or Revive?
I haven't written in a very long time, in fact I let my subscription lapse and I am back to a basic blog. I figured why spend the money on something I am not using. So forgive this rather brief and unadorned update. I am numb. I live in a miasma of nothingness. I work, … Continue reading It Has Set In
It has been another long break from writing, just waiting on a reason to put something out there. It's time. I have worked the last five years for a company that deals with the public. Every day was a new challenge and truly never the same. I was in a management position and had, in … Continue reading Healthy Changes
I haven't written anything much for the last month or more. The reason is pure depression. It's been a struggle for these last few weeks to the extent I am listless and fatigued beyond the ability to function normally. I am working though I have taken quite a bit of time off recently. Thats about … Continue reading Been Awhile
The boy was confused, the man is defeated. The question that plagues me is whether it was my giving up or just me flat-out not having a chance from the start? The final result, either way you look at it is the same. I have become known as a person who gripes and complains but … Continue reading Confused
I recently had someone comment that my blog was disappointing because all I did was complain and offer no suggestions for resolution to issues. Let me state once more and make it very clear, this blog is my online journal. Period. It is not my goal or responsibility to provide solutions or deeply thought out … Continue reading Feedback Received
I am a man of many years now. I was born in the sixties and a teen in the seventies. I got married when I was in my late twenties and proceeded to hurtle through life like we all do. Before I knew it I had expended all my energy and not found what I … Continue reading I Can’t Believe
It's not that depression is a giant mystery. If anything it is rather predictable. Today I am depressed, my wife asked when it started and I don't know. You see depression is always turned on, it is just a matter if the knob is at one, eleven, or somewhere in between. So I am dragging … Continue reading Understanding Depression
Right now, in our country, the debate is raging over who should be our next president. One of the most polarizing issues is based on the ever caustic arguments over abortion rights. Well, I am going to put a twist on this disagreement that you have never considered, and I am going to be very … Continue reading I Should Have Been Aborted
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