Big non-word, bigger meaning. Questioning the meaning of life is essentially going to take you in circles. Especially if you leave the religious component outside the argument. I am questioning the big picture and though I am not the first to do so, it is no less important to go through the exercise. In its […]
It’s OK for me to be here. Living as best I can and keeping suicidal thoughts in the background. Doing laundry and dishes, cleaning up and vacuuming the apartment. Writing my blog and thinking about writing more seriously. Considering a foray into some freelance artwork. Anxiety is real and semi constant, bipolar depression squelches my […]
I recently wrote about our dire financial circumstance and impending eviction. It is a scary time. Out of the darkness a couple of you took the next step and contributed to a financial solution for our need. Are we out of the woods? No, there is a road ahead we must negotiate, but wow! This […]
I got to thinking today about this blog and my previous post and wondering if my passions are somewhat misplaced if not completely divided. I began writing when I was in a different time in life and have seen the morphing of the blog into a totally divergent focus. From spiritually based content to dissecting abuse, […]
Let me for a moment borrow a term from the legal world to describe to you the life of someone who suffers abuse. When someone stands trial for an offense of any sort there are things taken into consideration when sentencing, they are called mitigating circumstances. In short these are things that when considered may […]
This is a followup to the the post called The Financial Side of Mental Illness. Received are the deadlines to start eviction proceedings. This Friday, should we not pay our rent up to date, they will begin. The financial cost of mental illness is staggering, at least it has been for me. This is just the latest […]
Where do I begin here? The financial strain is monumental. The cooperation you get from doctors is sporadic. Dealing with short term disability insurers is the worst. The depression you are already under is further intensified by the financial strain. I have to be the push to get anything done, if I don’t constantly call […]
No light, no freedom, no peace, no rest, no life.
Instead of the usual use of words you would normally find here, please click the link. You will hear a piece by J.S. Bach that musically demonstrates the mind of one struggling to put pieces together and make sense of the world. It’s a whirlwind and a frenzy all the time, 24/7 and there is […]
