I found this article interesting, it speaks to much of what I have felt the last couple of years. It is worth a look and consideration by those who struggle with or defend the faith.
“I grew up surrounded by religion – it’s part of every single childhood memory I have. I remember my earliest religious experience: I was praying at a Summer Christian camp I used to go on with my family every year – it was the highlight of the year, a massive social event. A youth leader had one hand on my shoulder and as I prayed, I felt another hand on my other shoulder. I opened my eyes and all I saw was the youth leader’s hand. I asked them if at any point they put a second hand on me and they said no. That was the first time I thought I’d physically felt God…”
Complete story Here.