I am trying to figure out why I have a lack of motivation to improve myself, set goals, etc. Is it the meds used to calm my bipolar swings? It seems so.
I have always gotten up when knocked down, every time. Until now.
I think its the meds plus being 60 and pretty darn close to retirement. So what’s the point of trying to recoup losses or write a new chapter? My flaws of character have been recorded for posterity, signed and sealed.
I am not sure how I feel about it though. Not that it matters.