A short and to the point post here. 30% of all internet traffic is related to pornography. More than Netflix, Hulu and Amazon combined. Let that sink in… Some of you say what’s the harm, while others know the devastation of pornography. It often doesn’t stop with just viewing it, it progresses to much more. I […]
Getting fat, losing my hearing, and living on the edge of sanity. It’s not as dire as all that yet, however it feels like it. Life has been kicking my ass for a few years now, recently cleaning up the floor with me. I’m just a dirty old mop head. A worthless price of crap […]
I haven’t written for a few days, my moral and motivation are rather low. My energy level is virtually non-existent. As I contemplate writing a book (and I have made a few starts) I am trying to figure out how to do it and from what angle. Its got to be good, I cannot put […]
I see all these posts and gifs and quotes about wanting to be drama free. I think we need to agree on a definition of what drama is first. The dictionary says: “an exciting, emotional, or unexpected series of events or set of circumstances.” Sounds like a normal bit o’ life to me. Whats so […]
There is a reason people don’t stay together after a betrayal, every day is a constant reminder of the dirty deed. Whether you are the betrayer or betrayed its ever-present and only a moment from escalating any situation. Today I was reminded of my deed of shame, its like a knife that’s permanently stuck in […]
We have a cat by the name of Kona. She is a full-blooded cat that comes with all the characteristics of same. She likes to claw everything, she loves to attack Asia, our other cat, with zero provocation, and she has a particular taste for the knobs on my bass guitar. For that reason I […]
People love posting little cutsie stories on why people leave the church. Oh they’re lazy or got out of the habit, were offended blah, blah, blah. I guess this is supposed to play on people and guilt them into returning, Isn’t that just like the church. For once the church needs to accept their responsibility […]
My amazing wife. She has been through so much herself yet she has such strength to support me in my illness. SHE is an amazing beautiful woman with a deep inner resilience. I am the most fortunate of men to have her love.
There is something very important I need to say to my fellow survivors today. This following a harrowing 6 months of uncertainty, suicidal ideations, exhaustion, fear, and disbelief that I would ever come out the other side at all sane. There is hope for all of us! I am living proof that you can sink […]
