Things have settled into a steady pace now. My medications seem to be working their magic by keeping me stable and sane. No great expectations but conversely no deep depression. It feels like the best things could possibly be. Maybe its just a beautiful summers day that helps. Maybe it is spending less time thinking […]
I was thinking about how music for me has been pushed into the background. It’s on the radar but not much. I have people encouraging me to write, play my instruments. Then it hit me… Music, as with anything arts related is about putting yourself out there. It takes some major nerve to create and […]
The day didn’t start very well. The meds are hurting my sleep as I’ve already written about recently. I added a sleep med at about 12:30 am and was groggy all morning. Feeling like crap I was beginning to spiral downward. The day was saved mid afternoon with getting some windows opened up letting a […]
Any bold declarations I make are shot down by the reality of depression. I want to do something worthwhile but I just get destroyed so quickly, drained of motivation and purpose. I have a song I’ve written so I spent an hour this morning trying to put together a decent sound. I quickly realized that […]
I have been wanting to write some music for a while, just haven’t been motivated enough. I think today I will make a bigger effort. As is normal, it will be focused on my life experiences, etc. I might post a link here in the future so you can get a listen. We’ll see.
People today are less hypocritical and are more realistically faced with the conundrum of what to do with their lives. I collect old vinyl. I got started just a few months ago and posses about 225 albums of mixed genre. Everything from Glen Campbell to Ozzy Osborn, the Monkees to Led Zeppelin, Sinatra to The […]
Best version of this song…EVER!
I have been thinking about this for a while. Writing down the songs that have been thematic to my personal journey. Its been tough, some of the songs reflect that. Its been deep and unknown yeah, that’s there too. Then there are moments of great victory, you’ll find them here. I have made a list and some […]
A song won’t fix it, but the message sung about provides a place to start. Be encouraged today…